Personal letter with personal background for amnesty

Some cats will own up to cattiness, others won't. Despite the sense of responsibility, I feel the need to express myself anyway.

I do have a personal background and experience with Miss Bell. She was a friend in high school, a slight friend through college, and in present times a sincere enemy.
During my high school years, my reputation was more of an innocent church girl. Even though I felt purposely tested by several friends through the time, I didn't really take a tough judgemental stance as what was seeming to be provoked from me. I played it cool and was there to be a friend anyway.

What disgusts me is when it gets to competition of having self respect. I mean people anal retentively play games. People anal retentively pigeon hole, trap, and have boundless definitions of what it means to lose respect.

Of course, regardless the bounds of self respect there is never a good excuse to rape or sexually abuse another.

Bell really has had a history of stripping and being provocative with men. I think she has been with women as well.
It was never really my aim to be exploitive, but its way too late in the game to have any reasonable argument for me to not be defensive and argumentative, especially from an enemy who was the first to plot and be exploitive of me herself.

Anyway, when it all gets boiled down, it really is a territorial issue on my part. Maggie is a manipulator. She wants things done her way; she wants to be the one calling the shots; she has a possessive mentality.
In survival, I really have been threatened on several occassions. I have experienced several seriously unfair and unjust job losses which have already been in her favor. I am not afraid to be judgemental. It is what leads me to more frustration because I really am being forced to say something and disclose thoughts about others and myself that I probably would have never cared to share anyway. It leads to proof of wanting control of territory.

She really does want to use this social issue as a means to manipulate to gain more control and power over more people.

That is why I am mad. She really is the one who is in most defense to turn it into such a limelighted competition to try to prove who is wrong and who is right.

Because I already have suffered numerous counts of sexual harassment and unfair losses in tangible survival, I really could care less if Maggie was seriously harmed because my life has been seriously harmed.

I think she is an unworthy opponent.
I don't think such a social issue should be used as a serious competition (when the competition in reality hasn't been focused on self respect but who is better in overall sexuality).
It disgusts me so much and I think she is such a pig when I have already suffered so much sexual harassment with some of it even being her responsibility to have the nerve to say she knows more about self respect than I do.

Besides the social issues concerning sexual harassment as a whole, I am a different personality type. I do not think it is her place or anybody's place at all for me to have to explain myself to them. It disgusts me when it is expected and when people get away with it.

But, if there is going to be a full fledged musical of Chicago over it, I at least want to share my personal experience and remind moreso that it is ultimately a territorial issue with me where there is no excuse to take control or call shots in my personal life.

Clearly decisive.

This one I feel is going to be pretty tough. I'll stand my ground none-the-less.
With the way some info is given and even catty hints at times, my hunch is that through conspiracy, it really is a war and justice against sexual harassment, discrimination, and oppression.
These are words in my mouth and on my page. I hate feeling like I'm putting words in someone else's mouth, but with my own hunch, I believe that my thoughts of conspiracy aims are accurate.

I am shameless.
I know what I have complained about. I know why I get upset and angry. And, the reasons for my anger and upsets are good reasons.
I'm aware that there will always be competition of the blame game over who really is at fault. However, I don't expect myself to live like a nun to get the justice I want. That is all I'm going to say concerning the blame game.

I am territorial. I have made it clear of not only my anger against sexual harassment, oppression, and discrimination, but have also made it clear of my anger of the system and socialism.

My personality type with some people is really simple: "Why do you care what someone else thinks? Why not just move on with each other and just be together and careless of what other people think?"
In the particular target, that really is my honest reaction to the particular target: "Why care what she thinks?"

My aim of the hurricane is moreso directed at those who sexually assault, harass, and are responsible for human trafficking.
Extent is a key word.

But, I really have noticed in my personal life that I have experienced numerous counts of sexual harassment, rigging, and someone taking control of my life where I have been very unwilling.

At this time, "leave it up to me," I'm honestly relieved that someone else took care of it.



I really think of all the reasons that people get angry, it is a righteous and just anger to have committed the act that they committed.
Because I'm already aware of the harassment, oppression, and discrimination I won't disregard it, but I would have gone for a bigger dog. I would have gone for someone who carries the brunt of responsibility.

I am making it clear that I am against communism and socialism.
Boundaries should be respected.
As a humanitarian, I really don't like violence, but in this particular act, at least it was just. It is against discrimination and oppression.

If my hunch is correct, I support the cause.

Snowflake Thoughts

To be understood, there are thoughts that I have that are a little deeper than what I present. For the sake of my own privacy and free will, I choose to stay silent about some of my deeper thoughts........

The issue that can't be denied is the body issue. Some people talk and think about it more than others. More than just the booby battle, but the body as a whole with varied preferences and conformed perspectives.........

But, I feel in my own personal way, teaching is not good at this time. Like I said, I have deeper thoughts, but I will only be brief with my deeper thoughts. I give info that is a little educational, but it is not elaborated in my personal way:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nazi

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oppression

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Discrimination

The biggest key word I see is the term: "Violence," for the writer's/reporters question of "why."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Violence

So, to give a better understanding of how I conclude, I perceive myself as being unmoved and remaining a balanced and logical thinker...............

I am choosing to keep my silence in a lot of thoughts.

I will say even again after already being recognized, that even though I don't even have a lover, whoever my unseen nemesis is, I let it go.
I usually do let some things go with lovers.
At the same time, I remind other people that I will not deny myself of having human rights. I don't want it taken to the extreme where I am demanding any random man to love me. I'm just saying, I should not have to suffer because of discrimination. Because I am who I am.

I again resolve myself by saying I disagree with the quote: "You are nobody until somebody loves you."

I hate how it can be taken in catty connections, but some people really do discriminate another for simply being single. It happens all of the time.

That is all I will say at this time.