breaking out anyway

I hate how unfair the world is. I hate feeling helpless. Either way, I'm still not going to say his name. I was given such a great mind fantasy and he ruined it. I'm not sure how it all works. I never said I was a professional with nuclear science or whatever. I'm just back to not getting it. Why was I given such an incredible fantasy like that where he seemed to want it real bad too, but then it was a bubble burst. He is either another random guy coming along or maybe he is just another tool to break me in some way for some reason even if it was an emotional cry or break. I've always known the majority to be terrible and arrogant judges of character who are being just desperate predators but this guy in particular mostly won at being a predator. What is this; a neverending predator contest amongst some men? That was so mean. I wanted to try to approach him a little better to purrrr at him, but he done ruined it. Stupid man. Back to everyday life. What a hectic and busy past few weeks it has been. Time stressors. So much to do and so much left to do with not enough time. Not complaining about the job. I am making a decent amount of money that needs to keep being made. Shopping, swimming, cleaning, working on crafts, the list never ends.

thoughts of the day

With all the info, I'm just going to have my main focuses to Mr. Obvious. He knows who he is, and in this instance, I am not talking to Jon Stewart. He is probably included in some of the same arbitrage, but I'm not talking to him.
Mr. Obvious......... ~If I were to say "no," I don't really think you would listen * You have the bigger "no," anyway for two obvious reasons, so I don't even have to worry about saying "no." The two obvious reasons are that you are saying Benecio is included in your arbitrage and you are that morbid of a man; and the other is that you already have a mutual love with someone else. I don't know why you led me on to begin with. Breaking in my head in some instances, I know you can hear me. Although I feel a little trapped by my own obviousness, Sherlock, I would still rat on you if you did inject me with a needle or some type of drug. Yes, I would rat.
I don't have anything else to say for now.

Dear Mr. Trump

What shall we discuss in today's personal meeting? lol. Actually, a mesh of emotions: my present overall opinion of you, you're professionalism, and you being an enemy. This gives me the ability to continue on in conversation..... A few random things I could talk about but I do have some main thoughts..... I do think you are responsible for some troubles in my life, but like I've said before, I do not blame you over everything. Jon Stewart is one of the main people who is the reason for a lot of emotional distress and rage. But, in the shadiness of bullshit mountain I wouldn't be surprised if he had a bisexual relationship with you too, which makes pretty much entirely all conversation with you even more awkward. Jon was and still would be such a violently and sickly tainted relationship (for lots of reasons obviously).  I know you yourself have already referred to him as lewd but I see it in a more extreme way than just lewd. Enough talk about him.
I have been in long, aggravated distress over the job issue. While I can definitely see you as professional, I also see you as being corrupt with disagreeable ethics. I understand you value Beauty queens, I wouldn't be surprised if I havn't already offended you. One personal thing about myself isn't that I trash the concept of beauty; I just would never put it in such a high place as you, and I would never consider myself to have ever been idolizing of it. Not even when it comes to beautiful or handome men.
Besides my overall distrust of your ethics and management; I am pursuaded to believe about you that a lot of your decision-making is based on both shared values and a beauty contest.
I may have well nearly been told to commit suicide for being born with small breasts, but I never would believe that I would be rejected from a job over them. It simply is sexual harassment and discrimination (but with the way it has been handled it could be seen as being a very severe sexual harassment). However, it has been said in such a broad way that it appears I am permanently discriminated against from having any job. I have been so offended at the issue; I have hardly even taken the time to bicker about energy itself. I can talk about oil sometimes, but in the oppressive issue that it is itself, I've never elaborated in that different perspective. I've never seen it to ever be of any reason to have to explain or beg over the issue of energy.
Maybe it isn't just my small breasts, but also not pretty enough; or not skinny enough; or maybe just not curvy enough. I know for myself the number of jobs that I have realistically applied to were never applying to be a prostitute or stripper even though I have provoked the idea of being a stripper (that was never directed in whatever workplace to begin with) (an actual strip club).
I do think it is a disgrace that you would center a job around either a sexual ego or have it to be sexual-based for excuses to support the socialist communism of motivation and energy. You and Obama are both responisble for the type of government, whatever your other disagreements are. Neither of you may not always be easy to read or follow when it comes to who is responsible for what, but you practically have the same major foundation. It really does surprise me when you would go Repulican.
I know you have never been my direct manager at any real job, but besides the structured say of my employment history, I know I am better than the structured say.